crazy shit...

it's one frustrating event after another...i was so pushed to the limit...i could only handle so much...but when it rains...it really pours down on me...shit...

the good thing is, my friends are forever there to make shitty thing seem so funny...i'm so blessed with the best friends there are in this whole wide world...so no matter how crazy things in life might get... i would forever be comforted by the fact the my friends are crazier...hahaha!

I Pray...

I was in a real serious conversation with one of my bestfriend a few days ago...about my love life!!! Seriously! Hahaha! I think that she was really worried that I still haven't found what I'm looking for...Twenty Three years and nothing still...

It's lonely at times yes...but I have my friends and family...I'm still never totally alone...and I'm fairly happy with my life right now...honestly not looking for that thing yet...but everybody's getting worried already, my friend's, my family...I don't know...should I be worried?

The other day, I told another friend that maybe I'm too bad already...so bad that God is telling me na that "Tessa you're so bad, You'd die alone!!!" Hahaha!!!

My bestfriend was telling me that maybe Im just too choosy, that maybe I don't give it a shot, too reserved looking for that perfect guy! I'm not! I just don't want want to settle for something less than what I feel I deserve...There's already so many things in my life where I've compromised...I refuse to compromise this one...

My officemates told me that I really shouldn't go looking for love...I should just pray for him...not pray for him to come soon...but really pray for him, to pray that God keep him safe always, whoever he is, wherever he may be...Nice no! i think I'll do that...that would be my prayer...