BELA thots 01

Saw these posts in Ate's blog...my spoiled pamangkin is so funny... :)


Ate: “What do you like to be when you grow up?”
Bela: “I want to be a policeman.”
Ate: “Oh really. You don’t want to be a doctor?”
Bela: “No. I want to be a policeman.”
Ate: “Why?”
Bela: “Because I want to put all the kulit people in a cage. Like lolo Ben, tito, lolo june and tatay lito”

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Bela: “Mommy can I talk to you?”
Ate: “Yes, sure we can talk.”
Bela: “Did you know that rooster can’t give us eggs because he is a male chicken.”
Ate: “Oh, I did not know that. Thanks for telling me.”

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I accidentally step on her foot and so I said:

Ate: “Oh, I am sorry Bela. Will you forgive me?”
Bela: “That’s ok mommy. It’s only an accident.”

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Bela: “Teacher says that is means one and are is for many”
Ate: “Toys? Is or are?”
Bela: “Are”
Ate: “Animals”
Bela: “Are”
Ate: “Children”
Bela: “Are”

Howell bought a planet mobile for Bela.

Howell: “Do you like your planets?”
Bela: “Yes. They are my favorite thing in the whole world.”
Howell: “When we go to the mall, we will buy plenty of glow in the dark sun and stars and I will put it beside your planets.”
Bela: “You can not have many moons. One moon and many stars. OK?”

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Bela, while playing with the Puppy in My Pocket Dog house that her Tito Jp gave to her last Christmas.

Bela: “Tigyaw (that is how she calls her Tito Jp) gave me this dog house. I love Tigyaw. He is the most marvelous person in the whole world.”

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One morning, before we go to work:

Ate: “Bela, I have to go to the office of. I have to work so I will earn money.”
Bela: “Don’t leave me mommy. I love you. I love you. I want you here. Please, please.”

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Bela: “Mommy, I want to go shopping with you.”
Ate: “Shopping??” (Wondering where did she learn that.)
Bela: “Yes, I am a girl and girls go shopping together.”
(Patay. Howell might faint when he hears this. He now has two shopaholic girls in the house.)

wishlist...

I hate it when people ask me why I'm still single...
Or when they ask what it is I'm looking for...
For the former, I don't know the answer...
But for the latter, here's my list...

I WANT SOMEONE WHO...

• wakes up with me in mind...
• falls asleep with me as his last thought...
• would still want to take care of me even when I say I can take care of myself...
• is willing to hear my rants & raves...
• will let me have some alone time...
• will respect my independence...
• will treat me like a princess...
• can challenge my mind with good conversations...
• has a good relationship with his family, especially his mom...
• lights up when he sees me...
• makes me smile just by thinking of him...
• will love my craziness
  
• will make mw a better person...
• is not afraid or intimidated by my success...
• will take me places...
• will dare me to go outside my comfort zone and have fun...
• will always make me feel "found"...

so next time someone asks...read my blog! :)

little things...

With you, I’m just so easy to please…
The littlest of things can really take me over…
Your smile…
You being there when I need you…
And you going out of your way to help me…
Hayyy…
The chemistry that we have…
It’s so undeniable and so irresistible…
I know it’s purely platonic…
But you makes me smile…
So what the hey…
:)

ang ibidensya

due to insistent public demand...heto na po ang ibidensya...for your verdicts... HAHAHA!

TEMPORARY MADNESS

DISCLAIMER:
It was a really really LOOONNNGGG & BAAADDDD day, and at the end of it i badly needed a HUG! That's my official excuse!
Hay! Hay! Hay! I don't know what got to me really, it was such a stupid thing to do...so i don't know why i did it! :( I want to throw up everytime i think about it! But what the hey! it's over and done! everybody witnessed it, there's even some stupid pics to remind me of it forever... so might as well just SUCK IT UP!

So here goes, this is what happened...straight from the horses mouth...

After a long crappy and tiring day at the office, i decided to go out on this supposedly "blind date" for me fixed up by my friends from my previous building (they're desperate to see me "hooked", so for them New Engineer=New prospect for me). So we went to dinner (together with all my other friends ofcourse, they're our chaperons apparently: all 9 of them) ...had some drinks and finally decided to go out and sing.

There at the videoke place, they decided to play a game for the "couples", we should dance and whoever is the sweetest would get a cash prize...He's game, so i'm game too...it's taxi money after all! We danced...and sleepy, tired, STUPID me...LEANED on him the whole time....*just threw up in my mouth*
And to top it all off, there are pictures to back it up and prevent me from pretending it never happened! Whooooo!

But as i said, I'm sucking it up! I don't know how long I'll be throwing up in my mouth everytime I remember this...BUT...I plead TEMPORARY MADNESS

dilemma

i'm in a sort of crazy mood lately...
been receiving a lot of "Seriously!?!" from friends...
there's this thing...
i don't usually play like this so i don't know the rules...
but i keep playing anyway...
i'm not sure if what i'm doing is right or not...
i know my limitations though...
it's driving me crazy...
but the hedonist in me is satisfied as long as you keep me smiling...

i'm in a dilemma...

iv'e always been a "REAL THING" girl...

I want the real thing

Or nothing at all

I need someone that I can be sure will catch me

If I should fall

Someone who'll be there when I call

Then I'll know that it's the real thing

the "ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD" girl...

All i need is to know it's for sure

Then i'll give all the love in the world

But right now...

Just for now...

Until the REAL THING comes along...

I'd rather be "NEXT TO YOU"

Late at night when i close my eyes

Make believing that you are here

Dreaming of the things we do

If i could get next to you

In my mind, ooh I've kissed you

And it feels like a thousand times

I'd lose track of all the hours

Wishing and hoping

That I could get next to you

a wish a wish a wish wish wish...

Before 9AM this morning...my day was done...solb na birthday ko!
I was expecting a greeting...I knew it would be a huge disappointment if i don't get a greeting from you...

And then...
there you were on the phone, flirting! DAMN!!! I wasn't expecting that!
I know you were just playing with me...but I'm game! Bring it on!
It was too cute...what you did...what you said...kept me smiling the whole day...DAMN!

ask again...you might get a YES this time! (YUN!!) Hahahaha!

P.S.
was just wishing for a text greeting...
that would have been enough for me...
but you just had to do that...
thanks for reminding me not to settle...

P.P.S
behold my horoscope for today... hahaha!

Aquarius
Instead of focusing on having a sizzling affair, be happy with a warm connection.

Hmmm....but i want things that sizzle!!! :)

BUBBLY MOMENTS...

U make waking up early easy...
I look forward to seeing you everyday...
U have the perfect smart&yabang combo...
I wish I could get to know you more...
U intimidate me...
I wish you could get to know me...
U make me blush...
I hope I make you smile too...
U really really help me get thru my day!!!

You were there right at the exact moment when i needed something else to make me get up evryday looking forward to something...
I know that this might not get off anywhere but really, I'm just happy with the diversion...
I'm not sure what you think of me, or how you see me...
But seriously... seeing that very cute smile everyday is enough for me...
That's just what I need right now...
:)

BAD DAY...

A few weeks ago, while drinking some deadly albino tequila after a dozen jelo shots, a friend playfully made a prediction that one day this year, i'll get really pissed at work. who would have thought that day would come so soon (actually, i didn't think her predictions would come true at all...hahaha!)

The first time they called my attention, i admitted my mistake and promised to come in earlier. And after that, i really come in the office at 8:30 or 8:45 at the latest. and that in itself is an achievement for me already... i know i'm not yet there, but hey...i'm close to getting there. So, it was royally frustrating when i got called in again for another talk. Apparently, whatever improvement i have made still has no bearing. I still have to kiss some ass! PWEH!!! I don't play that game! I never had...never will!!! I work my ass off everytime im at the office. I provide the best service i could give... and I deserve whatever measly amount of increase i am due for my transfer. Nobody needs to beg on my behalf for me to get it. If they are saying that they'd rather let go of their good people just because of the....FINE!!! I'll be happy to look for another job, it's long overdue anyway! i have already compromised so much for them. It's time for me to fine other things that will make me happier. How or what it is...i still don't know! But I HAVE to do it! I know i have to do it for me...

BREATH...JUST BREATH...

I can't breath...it's so difficult...soooo tiring!!! Now i'm really not fine! I haven't been fine for a while...my life is not fine! This is the reason i take life a day at a time...no long term planning...no over thinking...cause everytime i try and examine it...it's crazy...it's scary...it's damaged! Sooo damaged!!! i don't know if it can even be repaired...if anyone can fix it...can fix me! I can't breath! I am not even sure if i want to...

*if i was drowning...i would have drowned...too bad i don't have a McDreamy to save me... :(