was recently at a validation interview regarding this psych test i took...funny thing was it proved that i really am abnormal...hahaha...there was this one test there that would usually result to a V-shaped graph...and i think i'm the only one in the company to get the inverted V graph...hahaha...it means daw that i'm a rebel...a non-conformist...super glad! i thought i lost that feisty girl...but she's still there... hahaha!
totally bitched out on my boss the other day...and it felt so damn good! and this was before i even got the results of my psych test!
oh wellz...the only thing left for me to do is to get out of the dump i'm in and fly far away!!!
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
techie tech
finally got aroung to editing the look of my blog...and i gotta admit it's quite addicting!
so how d'ya like the new look of my blog? haha!
now if only i can find where the comments went and where my archive is...
ahm lal? Help!
Hahaha!
so how d'ya like the new look of my blog? haha!
now if only i can find where the comments went and where my archive is...
ahm lal? Help!
Hahaha!
third wheeler
Everybody's hooking up with everyboy else...and as usual, i always end up as the third wheel!
Don't get me wrong, I'm sincerely happy for my friends who are finally experiencing their "kilig" moments...everyone needs that moment! Those moments that has you waking up smiling, those moments that make you feel loved...
I love the life I have right now...I love the freedom and independence...
But sometimes, just sometimes,
when i find myself sitting at dinner between a couple and a would-be couple,
it's just a wee bit sad to see that no one is sitting beside you!
It get's lonely at times when you get that phone call from a friend telling stories of her kilig moments and you don't have a moment of your own to rave about.
sometimes, I really just can't help but long for it...Haaaay!
but i guess it just comes with the vow to not settle for anything lesss that what i deserve...
that's why i'm still waiting...
and i'll never get tired of waiting...
until the real thing comes along...
and still my prayer is "Lord, please keep him safe!"
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
somewhere out there...
i received a real sad text from my friend yesterday...i so can feel her frustrations and loneliness...and i hate it that i can't do anything about it...i'm just too far away to give her the comfort that she needs...hay...growing up is such a sad lonely stage...
Monday, August 07, 2006
Superman
top 5 reasons why i LOVE superman...
5) because he's so damn HOT!!! and rarely weak (just around kryptonites, and admit it, it's a verrry rare stone...)
4) because he can turn back time...
3) because he's both Clark Kent AND Superman
the eternal paradox...opposite but the same...so reminds me of me...
2) because he made Lois fly...
can you read my mind....love that song! he shares his triumph with the one he loves and does not feel threatened by her success...he took her to the stars...
1) because he loved one woman so completely it is as though he would die without her...
for someone as strong as him, someone who can dodge bullets and carry the world...he depends his entire being on her...now that's love...
5) because he's so damn HOT!!! and rarely weak (just around kryptonites, and admit it, it's a verrry rare stone...)
guess i need someone who would always be strong...someone who would insist to be strong for me eventhough i insist i can be strong for myself...
4) because he can turn back time...
3) because he's both Clark Kent AND Superman
the eternal paradox...opposite but the same...so reminds me of me...
2) because he made Lois fly...
can you read my mind....love that song! he shares his triumph with the one he loves and does not feel threatened by her success...he took her to the stars...
1) because he loved one woman so completely it is as though he would die without her...
for someone as strong as him, someone who can dodge bullets and carry the world...he depends his entire being on her...now that's love...
Dearest Justine,
was a bit teary eyed when i finished reading your blog
gosh i miss you so...
you never fail to make sad things look hopeful...
love you friend!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
it's just life...
(wrote this last July 5, 2006)
I use to never cry at movies or TV soaps, but I had one good cry tonight when I saw the latest One Tree Hill episode...the one where Ellie died. And I mean its one good cry, not just a couple of sobs, but really cry my hearts out cry! The last time I cried like that was when I saw Stepmom...after mom! Just goes to show there’s only one thing in this world that could make me cry...DEATH. Don't get me wrong, I am not afraid to die...everybody dies! I know that. And dying could not be such a bad thing, right? But what makes me cry everytime someone dies in the movies is seeing the people they leave behind…and knowing how hard it’s gonna be for them to ever be happy again! One good thing Ellie said in that scene when she was comforting Peyton was to "focus on the living, every good song ends but it doesn't mean that you can't enjoy the music... there's nothing to be afraid of...IT'S JUST LIFE!"
but i'm still afraid...:c God I miss my mom so much!!!
I use to never cry at movies or TV soaps, but I had one good cry tonight when I saw the latest One Tree Hill episode...the one where Ellie died. And I mean its one good cry, not just a couple of sobs, but really cry my hearts out cry! The last time I cried like that was when I saw Stepmom...after mom! Just goes to show there’s only one thing in this world that could make me cry...DEATH. Don't get me wrong, I am not afraid to die...everybody dies! I know that. And dying could not be such a bad thing, right? But what makes me cry everytime someone dies in the movies is seeing the people they leave behind…and knowing how hard it’s gonna be for them to ever be happy again! One good thing Ellie said in that scene when she was comforting Peyton was to "focus on the living, every good song ends but it doesn't mean that you can't enjoy the music... there's nothing to be afraid of...IT'S JUST LIFE!"
but i'm still afraid...:c God I miss my mom so much!!!
my happy thought...
the other day, my friend was ranting that we don't have anymore happy thoughts...i begged to differ so she asked me for my happy thought...it took me a while to remember (as it always did! :) hahaha!...) but here it goes, my happy thought for the year...i wrote this in my journal the last day of my birthday month (damn! that was too long ago i know, but i just got my internet connection back so cut me some slack...hehehe!)
February 27, 2006
MY ONE HAPPY THOUGHT…
Tomorrow is the last day of my birthday month! :c But, gotta admit, my 23rd was one of my best birthdays ever! I felt really special during my day, spending it with my family and my friends made it all worthwhile!!! And the chocolate fondue was just oh so heavenly!!!
And this last Friday, February 24, I got the best birthday gift ever.
You begin growing up when you start letting your dreams die. And dreams die when you settle for something less than what you want and deserve. Over the years, certain circumstances have forced me to grow up! The beauty of it though is when you give up and lose all the time, the moment you get something you’ve dreamt of for so long, you feel so much alive again and everything seems so beautiful and nothing is impossible anymore.
When my brother and I found out that WWE RAW would come here in Manila, it was a dream come true…this is a once in a lifetime event that is so impossible to pass up…we knew we would be there…we bought tickets and even gate crashed at the press conference of Mick Foley at Gateway (hahaha! No pun intended! Another happy thought, so surreal, but really nice…). At the day of the event, Manila was under the State of Emergency, and just when you thought that all civil actions would be concentrated at EDSA, lo and behold…there was a riot of police and protesters at CUBAO…of all places! We almost did not make it to the show…but again, it is something we dare not miss…so after so much drama…we finally arrived at Araneta…
And as if fate is giving us the entrance that the occasion deserves, pyros went up as we were sneaking in the Patron entrance…yes we sneaked in at the 10K with our 3K worth tickets…amazing right! We were shouting and hugging and shouting! Everything was so unbelievably surreal. As if being at ringside was not enough of a lucky break, we even ended up officially having seats because the mom beside us gave us the seats of her two daughters who she said would be standing up through the whole program…
The show was so amazing…seeing those wrestlers, Eugene, Big Show, Ric Flair, they are the guys I watch religiously on TV eversince I was a kid! It was just so amazing! And it has to be said, Triple H is the bomb! His presence was so electrifying…literally the whole crowd was just so overwhelmed when he entered…Angas!
This is one event that would forever be in my memory! Heck if ever I have to produce one mean Patronus, this would be the memory in my mind! This is the happy thought that would make me fly…
February 27, 2006
MY ONE HAPPY THOUGHT…
Tomorrow is the last day of my birthday month! :c But, gotta admit, my 23rd was one of my best birthdays ever! I felt really special during my day, spending it with my family and my friends made it all worthwhile!!! And the chocolate fondue was just oh so heavenly!!!
And this last Friday, February 24, I got the best birthday gift ever.
You begin growing up when you start letting your dreams die. And dreams die when you settle for something less than what you want and deserve. Over the years, certain circumstances have forced me to grow up! The beauty of it though is when you give up and lose all the time, the moment you get something you’ve dreamt of for so long, you feel so much alive again and everything seems so beautiful and nothing is impossible anymore.
When my brother and I found out that WWE RAW would come here in Manila, it was a dream come true…this is a once in a lifetime event that is so impossible to pass up…we knew we would be there…we bought tickets and even gate crashed at the press conference of Mick Foley at Gateway (hahaha! No pun intended! Another happy thought, so surreal, but really nice…). At the day of the event, Manila was under the State of Emergency, and just when you thought that all civil actions would be concentrated at EDSA, lo and behold…there was a riot of police and protesters at CUBAO…of all places! We almost did not make it to the show…but again, it is something we dare not miss…so after so much drama…we finally arrived at Araneta…
And as if fate is giving us the entrance that the occasion deserves, pyros went up as we were sneaking in the Patron entrance…yes we sneaked in at the 10K with our 3K worth tickets…amazing right! We were shouting and hugging and shouting! Everything was so unbelievably surreal. As if being at ringside was not enough of a lucky break, we even ended up officially having seats because the mom beside us gave us the seats of her two daughters who she said would be standing up through the whole program…
The show was so amazing…seeing those wrestlers, Eugene, Big Show, Ric Flair, they are the guys I watch religiously on TV eversince I was a kid! It was just so amazing! And it has to be said, Triple H is the bomb! His presence was so electrifying…literally the whole crowd was just so overwhelmed when he entered…Angas!
This is one event that would forever be in my memory! Heck if ever I have to produce one mean Patronus, this would be the memory in my mind! This is the happy thought that would make me fly…
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